We’re a little over the halfway mark into our Northwest tour, and we’re staying in Portland, Oregon for the next couple of days. The Lord is really blessing the tour.
For the tour, I packed a few different books to read and work through. My bible, a devotional book, Wild at Heart by John Eldridge, and the Field Manual partnered with it. But in a last minute decision, I decided to grab my journal from the Compassion trip to Ecuador. Whenever Acappella performs, we bring Compassion International materials to further help with getting children sponsored through that organization. But ever since we got back from Ecuador, we’ve found a new passion for this sponsorship program. We’ve seen first-hand what Compassion does in the lives of children, not only in Ecuador, but around the world. Zac George speaks with fire in his voice during our concert about how important a small $32 a month is to save a life. As for me, I wanted to share the journal entries I recorded while on the trip.
Some quick background information: The journal is actually an itinerary that has a section set aside for journaling. There were guide questions that were suggested for first timers that have never seen a third-world country before. I’ve been to St. Vincent (the island), and Honduras for a few years. I had already seen and worked in the conditions. And the Lord was leading me away from the guide they had set for us.
“Well, it’s already Monday April 24th and I’ve just had breakfast. The coffee is OUT-OF-THIS-WORLD!!!! I’m already on my second cup! As I journal, I won’t be answering any particular questions that have been asked in this section of the booklet. I don’t want to be limited, and I feel that God is already speaking to me outside of the given questions above. Speak to me, O God. I want to hear you.”
“Monday, April 24th
Breakfast:
One of the best cups of coffee I’ve ever had! I’ve finished up my first plate and opened up my Bible. I love to randomly turn to a page and start reading blind, and see what word of God comes. Today, however, I had a little help. My bookmark ribbon thingy was placed inside. When I opened to the mark, my eyes fell on Luke 14:25, “The Cost of Being a Disciple.” I’ve always been a guy that doesn’t need much to get by, but lately, God has really blessed me with scholarships, great friends, and plenty of learning opportunities. But when the Lord led me to Acappella, He asked me to drop all of that. Now I live in a house with 3 other guys that I’m still trying to get to know, an air mattress is the only furniture I have, and whenever I eat at home, it’s a balanced diet of hot pockets, chili, or pancakes. Quite a change. But I tell you what, I’ve never been so happy. It’s a small price to pay to follow Jesus. Now, God has led me to Ecuador, and it is here that He expects me to be an example. So Lord, help my broken Spanish, help my bowels, and help me be the man you want me to be this week.
Before Dinner:
Every time I leave the country, I always find one thing: The essence of people is the same around the world. Of course language and cultural barriers are there, but joy, love, sadness, trust, anger, nervousness, and all the other emotions are always present. Today while talking to (or attempting) people of all ages, most of their words were unfamiliar to me. But their smiles, laughs, facial expressions, and gestures were clear. I almost don’t hear the language anymore. I try to listen for words I’ve learned, or phrases I can understand, but mostly, I watch and read beneath their words. And God always provides a way for us to communicate.”
“Tuesday, April 25th
After lunch:
A new day filled with new adventures and opportunities, like I knew it would be. Today, I ate breakfast with Point of Grace, a group I grew up listening to. In my music career, I’ve met artists “bigger” than me, and I’ve almost always become star-struck. Today, (or this entire week) however, has been different. I am no longer awed at the talent before me, but rather awed at the God at work within them. There are several artists here. Independent, and groups, and they all are here with me in Ecuador doing the will of God. Their talent and love for music is one of the reasons they are here, but their faith in Jesus is the greatest reason. God has called us to be here; to explore his creation, to transcend language and cultural boundaries, and to minister to all the little children of the world.”
“Wednesday, April 26th
Before Dinner:
I was reminded of a story told to me by one of the Compassion staff. He was in India and the pastor of the local church had planned to give a 2 hour lecture on the history of that church. “He had blueprints, and notes, and everything,” he said. The Compassion workers expressed that they wanted to play with the children. “But you can’t even speak the language!” the man said. The staff looked at the man and said, “We speak kid.”
Today, we visited a project where another native language was primarily spoken. So therefore, verbally communicating was out of the question. But when one of the kids grabbed my arm, I slung him up in the air, turned full circle, and set him where he started. After a look of startlement, or even fear, a HUGE smile glowed. I was immediately turned into a jungle gym. At first, it was this little boy only, but other kids quickly spotted the action. 2, 3,4, and sometimes 5 kids were on my arms at one time. We resembled the big swings at Six Flags. Patty cake, jump rope, magic tricks, and tickle fights were also involved. And I was again reminded of how the human spirit is the same around the world.
“Jesus said, ‘Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.’ When He had placed His hands on them, He went from there.”
Matthew 19:14”
Ecuador touched me. And I hope that you will take the opportunity, if given to you, to leave your world, and dive into another, and let yourself be used for a greater purpose than paying bills or keeping up with your favorite football team. This world needs Jesus. Not just America, but the entire world. Do everything you can to see that they meet Him. Give to your missionary fund if your church has one. Plan a mission trip to Honduras, or group up with other churches that are already going. Become missionaries. Move to Africa if the Lord is calling you. There is a cost of being a disciple, and you can’t be a disciple without paying it. But it is better for a man to forfeit the world and keep his soul than it is for a man to gain the world and lose his faith. God knows no earthly boundaries. So if He’s calling you, step over those imaginary lines and let the Lord use you to expand His kingdom.